Welcome 2 mi carrd :3c
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General Information
My name is Robin, but you may know me by a variety of names, such as Gabby, Mango, or Babiephish. I'm a gender noncomforming girl and use she/her pronouns, with the exception of sometimes wanting to be called by genderneutral terms. I'm a eighteen-year-old highschool senior, a pisces, and an aquarius
dominant- check out my chart here!
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My Identity
Online, I go by the alias Robin Lee. I identify with the term bisexual, but not wlw or sapphic- I am slightly detatched from being a woman, which is why I present the way I do. I'm gender nonconforming which means I present masculinely or androgynously most of the time. I am mentally + physically ill and have MADD (maladaptive daydreaming disorder), Panic Disorder, Depression, VATER/VACTERL syndrome, and undiagnosed chronic pain.
[note: I also suspect I have OCD, and maybe OSDD but I am not a professional so we not gonn talk about that O_O]
I am nonreligious, and have strong beliefs in reincarnation, the multiverse, pantheism (which piggybacks off of my belief in the multiverse), and the summerland. I am a new starseed and a fiction kinnie as well as a baby witch who barely practices anymore (oops that was the depression luv x). My favorite decks are oracle decks- I almost never work with tarot- and my personal favorite is The Wisdom of the Oracle by Colette Baron Reid.
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Interests
My current interests are RLcraft (minecraft), League of Legends, and Pokemon! I also like to write poetry, Roleplay, play overwatch, and research astrology!
My main hobbies that I barely talk about, though, are daydreaming, worldbuilding, drawing, OC making, and talking to people about dreams!
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Opinions
Disclaimer: I do not go out of my way to attack people with different opinions than me and I always try to be respectful! Please do not start anything with me, this is just to tell others more about myself and my beliefs.
I am a truscum exclusionist, I think that IDing as asexual at a very young age is harmful (personal experience), I am anti-he/him lesbian and non-binary lesbian, I am also anti-mogai to an extent (if u wanna use those labels for fun and not take them too seriously I vibe with that tbh). I believe pronouns are gendered. I personally believe pan = bi but I am not anti-pan, if u wanna use da label cuz u think it describes you better I also vibe with that. I hate cancel culture with a passion. My most controversial opinion is that I literally do not care about the fiction effecting reality debate. I do not care about fictional/anime ships nor if they are ~problematic~ or not. I legit do not care. They are fictional characters and I believe in letting people explore taboo/dark/weird shit in fiction without thinking its okay for real people to do. I don’t care what slurs you say but you better watch your mouth abt who you say them around. I don’t like when straight ppl say queer/fag/fairy or white people say n*gger but I can’t control them. It makes me uncomfortable but free speech is free speech. I’ll just ask you not to say them around me or sum if it really bugs me- which varies.
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Triggers
Please for the love of God do not talk to me about these things, do not mention these things around me, do not. Just do not.
-Time Passing By
This trigger is stuff like, mentioning time passing by quickly (ex:”wow life has been going by so fast these few years!”/“Time feels like it’s going so fast.. I wish it would stop..”)
-Unreality
Just unreality in general bc I have depersonalization episodes and that shit doesn’t vibe. By that I mean stuff like “this isn’t real, please wake up”.
-Acute Urinary Retention
Yes, this is my biggest trigger. Yes, It is because of trauma. No, do not mention it, ask me about it, allude to it, etc or I WILL have a panic attack. Just writing this has me on edge.
-Choking/Restricted Breathing
Choking makes me panic. PANIC. Really hard. I don’t want to see it or hear it, as well as things like asthma attacks, bad coughs, etc.
-Food getting “stuck” in the esophagus
Hyper specific TEF/EA trauma memories, especially of using that word in this context.
Other misc things that make me panic and I Do Not Want will be added below when I remember/think of them
-Stop telling the story of how I was born (@ my family) and shit. I don’t want to hear it if y’all do. Sometimes I don’t care, and other times, it makes me Really On Edge.
-Stop trying to follow me to the bathroom, do not bother me, do not ask to come with me, I have trauma so leave me the fuck alone.